Be rest assured that there will be times when things will not go as you had hoped. It is nothing against you but that is the way life works. What you must do however, is to not lose hope and give it all up. You will not be able to find the hidden meaning behind it but give it time and you will realise how that was meant to happen in order to allow for something amazing to appear. While you wait for that connection to happen, remember to keep moving forward. Do not get stuck in that moment. Your life is worth too much, if only you know. The blessings that you have been given even without you asking is plentiful. So do not squander all that away by depriving your gifts and potential from seeing the light.