If you are trying or having a hard time to fit in, why not just do the opposite? Why not just stick out and be different from the others? I think it is high time that you should embrace your weird. Not because of the times that we are living in today, although that certainly helps. But simply because that is the right thing to do. The social construct of any society is a man-made creation. It is not pre-ordained by nature or a higher power. That means you can decide what your life is going to be. Yes, abide by the rules of the law. That is a fundamental institution of living in a society. Other than that, do you.