I know that it is tough. What you are going through. You can’t share it with anyone else. And that’s okay. That is your right. Somethings are just meant to be that way. You thought it will go away. That you will eventually be able to let go and forget about it. But after many years that have gone by, you are still back at where you started. Or so you think. Step outside of your head and heart. Look at it from the outset. You are not where you started. You survived. Even if you barely made it, you survived. You are a survivor. And you will continue to survive. Because you are strong. You might not think so. But you are. Just the fact that you are still standing today proves it. So be calm, my beating heart. You will get through it. God is kind. And He is great. Come to Him. He will always be there for you.